I’ve reached a point where I honestly can say I have no idea what I want. I have a job that I enjoy working at but still dread every shift. I don’t mind my classes though I don’t care enough about school to really study for anything. I like this town but at the same time I’m always sick of it. No idea what I want to major in or do in life and the clock is ticking. Haven’t found time in over a month to talk to any of my family members though most days I sit in my room doing nothing. I’m starting to feel the apathy crawl back into my personality when it comes to anything and everything. But mainly I’m starting to feel the same way I felt a year ago which is not good at all. I scared myself and even my friends and though I don’t want that to happen I think it’s inevitable. My bills have become monstrous for no apparent reason and since I’m independent now this shit all falls onto me. I get that I can change my life and be whoever I want to be or do whatever I want to do but what’s holding me back is the fact that I have no clue what I want to do with anything. The days are rushing by faster and faster and the only thing I can think of that I want is for everything to just stop.
Nights you spend alone, miserable, and broke eating a McFlurry in McDonald’s at 1AM
Weird cause that’s exactly what I’m doing
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no i don’t want to “fuck” the police why would i do that